well you're not......you're just like me.........and at times you feel like the wheel of the car is driving you......you know i'm right.......destiny spins along......and sometimes it's in rythymn with all your moves.........and that feels good........feels like synchronicity.......smooth and catlike, you're rocking along..........your responses to the various stimuli seem to be butterfly-like......and you're feeling good..........feeling like coloring..........or eating an unopened can of beer whole.........or breaking a stack of bricks with your money-clip........sure you can feel that way.........but the truth of the matter is this.........you can feel all you want......but it's just a feeling........you aint Sonny Chiba today........and you sure as hell aint gonna be Sonny Chiba tomorrow........destiny is a sticky widget and you nor i are in the driver's seat...........we're just rolling with punches if we're lucky.........that's when we're feeling capital,right?............when we're rolling with the punches...........in the end,that's all we can do.........roll with em,baby...........
that said, i know this...........i'm the happiest i've ever been when i'm with Tracy............we got something here...........i hope with all my hope molecules and all my punk rock points that you got something too(i'm assuming that if you're reading this, you're a friend who could maybe use a lil mojo)............
be certain that you are good and true to the folks in your life that make the difference between you being an automaton and you being an idividual........i know for a fact(from experience) that you can't count on the ones you love being around forever..........
i stared at your picture today,Cary.........and i'm missing you.........
i stared at your picture today,Tracy.........and it reminded me that i adore you.........
rock it like you're trying to commit murder..........
Brian
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...damn right stak....destiny is what will happen regardless..like you said;"you roll with the punches".. and if life gives you lemons, make lemonade or a lemon morangue pie or a very fresh smelling hat...
those of us who do attempt to write our own destinies do it trying...so on the other hand,i see it as a simple formula;no effort...no results...put forth at least some effort and your chances of attaining your goal gets closer...and with that said;..maybe,just maybe destiny will help you along,but don't count on it to take you there without any effort at all...you can't win the lotto if you don't buy a ticket...so basically;trying and failing is far more honorable than not trying and expecting miraculous results from being lazy and apathetic.
beautiful. i told trav when we left you sat that you looked...pause for effect...happy. you're different. it's not just a mood, it's a change (which might seem like a contradiction to your latest blog entry to some, but it's really not.). you guys do have something, which is most evidenced to me by the You i see now that i've not seen in the four years i've known you.
your happiness is lovely and inspiring and powerful.
i've no contemplative thoughts to add....no profound, wise additives. just pure sentiments of delight that your discovery of one another is bearing fruit. i'm happy for the four of you. :)
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